STOP!!!

WHY??? Why can't i do anything but raise my hands in disgust,in desparation...it's gory,ghastly..blood everywhere..people screaming,shouting,crying,DYING...Come on,talk it out.manhandle..don't kill...we're innocent,they're innocent....wat will you get out of all this...U'll be found out,slaughtered,rot in hell..but ya,perhaps that's ur wish, desire "mission"...u say,stop treating our community badly..n again it's you freakin' idiots who provoke them to do so...spare a thought dumbheads,you're doing no good...it's a vicious circle,don't be a part of it takin' it to be a merry go round...u'r adding fuel to the fire,not water to it..this is not where it'll stop,don't test our patience..it's not about community or country..it's about the people....but perhaps that's wat u have been taught...Go kill ur teachers!! Or we will..

Kholo Kholo Darwaje....

( BS :To all IT Pros : The realization mentioned below has no link or concern whatsoever with the term you get to hear so very often.Any coincidence is deeply regretted coz i hate "that" word as much as you do ;)

Realization .6 vowels,5 consonants,5 syllables...a simple word,known by most and yet the most unknown..


How often have u heard parents telling their yet to grow up 'naunihals'(yes, that's "u,me and hum") that It's high time u 'realize' what your responsibilities are,wat u intend to 'do' in life,wat u are going to 'do' with urself..The 'do' gets engraved in ur mind to such an extent,that u'r perplexed at wat 'it' actually is in NIKE's' 'Just do it' ..

That cliche " Arjun and chidiya ki aankh" example repeated with an unnerving frequency...n Finally, you feel like succumbing to the whole situation,feels like IF only the heart could sing " haan yahi rasta hai mera,meine ab jaana hai"..But the poor li'l thing(it's just equivalent to the size of your fist after all) only manages " mein aisa kyon hoon"...

You slog and realize a dream, only to realize that this was not "your" dream, this was not meant for you,u were not meant to be here...meaning of the word meaning itself becomes a mere illusion , let alone u "realizing" the meaning of anything else...

U try and try to realize why the hell were u ever sent into this world..wen will u realize what you,"you" actually want to do...thoughts come and go..mind fluctuates with a continuity,like a pendulum in vaccum, even though you strive to achieve that much needed equilibrium in mind,in heart,in life...

Well, the "Author's" mood here is as much optimistic as it is reflective and the fact can be well judged from the words he scribbles henceforth.

Eventually,you realize...

You realize what you are not meant to do,you realize you deserve something else..maybe more,maybe less..but not this mess. And thus by the principle of "elimination", you do zero in on a set of things that you might want to realize..a set of dreams that is your own,neither thrusted,nor make believe...

And That's good enuf,believe me, coz when u realize,you can REALIZE.....